Thursday, September 15, 2011

I love you mom

My head is so full of thoughts right now that sometimes I start to think mean things. I have wrote a post before about my mom who has been fighting triple negative breast cancer for 5 years now and there is no cure. I got a call today that she is back in the hospital because once again she is getting fluid in her lungs. They are going to test the fluid to see if it is from the chemo or if the cancer has reached her lungs. If so then there is nothing else that can be done. I sit here and think that it is not fair that she has to go through this because she has already been through so much in her life that she does not deserve this. My mom worked her butt off in a carpet mill to raise my brother and I. I can recall her being gone from sun up to sun down because  dad never wanted to work he was to lazy, so it was all on my mom. Let's just say my dad is not the ideal father or husband, but that is who my mom wants to be with. Sometimes I find myself saying dad deserves to go through this NOT my mom! I want to shout it to the rooftops. Asking God-pleading with God to heal her to help find a cure. If something ever happens to my mom then I don't know what to do. We all have our crosses in life to bear and God has a plan for us all.

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