Monday, August 15, 2011

A lot on my mind

         I sometimes sit here and think about my mom a lot. I was just recently thinking about how much I miss hearing her laugh the way she used to. I can't remember the last time I heard it. She is now taking the chemo pill twice a day on top of going to chemo every week. When I call her she just sounds so sick and can barely breath from where the chemo has her lympth nodes swollen close to her throat. I hope and pray everyday that she is healed and healthy. I know that most people that have Triple Negative Breast cancer have a high death rate because of how it spreads. We are reaching the 5 year mark that she has been fighting and that worries me since a lot of people do not make it after 5 years. How I long for the words 'CANCER FREE"! All I can do is just take it day by day and do everything I can with her and take the boys to see her every chance I can even though she lives an hour away. It is so hard to sit here and not tear up thinking about it. MOM I LOVE YOU

1 comment:

  1. This was so sweet! I'm sending only positive thoughts to you and your mom. I really REALLY hope you get to hear those words too! She sounds like a fighter though, so I think you will!!